My Psalm to Jesus

All of this waiting,
It's been all for you.
I've been angry and hating
Instead of honoring you in all I do.

You don't care about how much money I make.
You don't care about titles or positions.
The essence of who I am
That is what you wish to take.

So I give you my thoughts, my dreams, my plans,
I put them in your hands.
I say "Father I'll follow and you lead"

You may rip my plans in two,
But I'll still trust you.
You are the stronghold of my life.
I'm letting go of all the strife.

I lay my burdens at your feet.
I look up and our eyes meet.
You are all that I am after
You are all that I seek.

I am far to weak
To make it on my own.
After only one day,
I'm apt to turn astray.

But You're arm catches my hand
And suddenly I am safe again.
You lead me beside pastures that are green
The best I've ever seen.

There is only one place I want to be
And that is where You want me.
I'll stay here
And I won't fear.

I may kick and scream
And throw a fit.
I am trying not to quit
I just want You to be seen.

So fall down in my life
Destroy my selfish ways.
Lead me in a straight path
Teach me how to say, "I trust you."

My heart will not fear
You say You are near.
Let me dwell in Your house forever
I just want to be together.

I will wait.
I know You are not late.
I will wait.